A Very Special Name

it just happen real quick... we call each other such cute pet names...

Calling someone you love with special name or endearment is common to all lovely couples out there... My friends called their girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband "cupcake", "sugar", "honey", "sweetheart", "tart", "love", "miel", "popot" and many others...

According to wiki, an endearment is a word or phrase used to address and/or describe a person, animal or inanimate object for which the speaker feels love or affection. Each term has its own meaning depending on the user... It is for me a very special name... 

I however never expected that we (me and the person that I can't have) will be calling each other such cute names and the feeling and the thought of it send chills all throughout my body... 

Though for him, maybe calling me by that name amuses him... but for me... its a different thing... I consider it so special that I cannot even write it here our cute names for each other... 

I saw this image in Google image search as I wasted my hours googling anything just to forget the word "bored"...

I just hope I am special to him...
or he would love me...
albeit, he loves someone else...

Just reading the quote made me giggle... he he he girly thing... yeah.. the sad thing is, the current ME is just giving colors and deeper meaning to all the things he is doing for me...

And I have these thoughts that he would love me... and that he would choose me (if ever he realizes he loves me)...

There is only one thing I could say to myself right now and that is... "You Wish"... I know I am only having these wishful thinking... and I know I can't have him... oh Pain.. you are still there hurting me as always...

I also want to share this image since this is the one of the many things I wanted... 

Finally before I go to sleep I have one question to all my readers (if someone is reading this lols)...

Would it be bad to be selfish once in a while?

till next time...

ja ne...